another Newbie

I really feel for you Carol and cannot imagine how I would manage without my husband and children. Having said that, we are all incredibly resilient and have a way of managing despite what barriers are put in front of us. Things we think are impossible suddenly become doable by taking one day at a time and finding support in other places. I believe in Karma and that your husband will be paid back for his evil behaviour whether it be in this life or the next.  I am lucky enought to have my in laws pay for this trip overseas for their whole family (12 of us all up) so will be a trip of a lifetime. You have certainly had your share of sad events in life and deserve a happier life moving forward. Please feel free to drop me a line anytime (will have internet access overseas) and maybe when I get back we can grab a coffee.