I am the same - I crave to know as much as possible but at the same time become nervous and anxious. I was so scared this morning and if I had of know in advance what to expect from the first oncology consult I may have been less stressed. It was weird because I had already had my consult with the radiotherapy oncololgist who told me the bad news about being Triple Negative so I really don't know what I was so scared of today.
I thought if I gave a detailed summary of what my first chemo oncology in a public hospital entailed it may in some small way help another new person starting this journey. I have been helped so much just in the very short time I have been here and appreciate it so much. Anything I can do to help others is my pleasure.
I haven't taken advantage of the Search tab Mich, so thank you for pointing me in that direction.
Lots of love Joy xx