Sounds like the hospital is well organised, and you are more informed. In regards to the anxiety, it is hard for people to fully understand it. Sometimes people just say 'pull your socks up and get on with it'. But I find i am constantly pushing it down, so it doesn't run away with me. That in itself is exhausting mentally. My partner did say I was reading too much in the early days, I thought knowledge is power, but I guess we can overread it. You now have a plan to work to, all heading towards future health. I hope you can do a bit of part time work during chemo, see how you go. You are sounding more positve, take care,
Hazel xx