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kezmusc
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5 years ago

Yay for clear scans and I think my brain is toast.

Howdy beautiful people.I haven't been on here for a bit and I've missed you guys.  The usual chaos of keeping my poor old farm from falling apart and planning for our yearly "still here" family holiday. There's just not enough hours in the day.

 I hope everyone is travelling ok on whatever part of the rollercoaster you're on and are coping with the train wreck that is 2020.

Sooo...another follow up lot of scans just to be sure that the MRI is not seeing anymore strange things.  

 The doctor came in to tell me straight away that mmg and u/s were all good.  It's nice when she does that even though my confidence in those two machines is minimal and it's always the third one that throws a spanner in the works :)
So Yay to the all clear from the MRI for the second time in 6 months.

For those that know the story, the birthday cake people were ever so nice and professional. Actually they have been ever since I had words with the area manager. There's probably a red flag on my chart or something :wink: 

The latest oncology check up brought with it another new doctor. Although I go to a private hospital, being a public patient there I tend to just see whoever is available these days.  I think this onc number 5 or 6, could be more.  Anyway it does give me the chance to ask all the same questions to multiple doctors and see if I get different answers. Mostly no difference but some slight variations of opinion.

I'm off for a bone scan and hormone level bloods just to see how everything is going and off the drugs for a month so it doesn't throw out the blood test.  I've not taken a break for a while as it's really not making any difference these days which is kinda sad.
 I have a sneaky suspicion that this doc is going to want me to change me to letrozole when the last few doctors have said I should stay put on the Tamoxifen.  Anyhoo we'll see what she says after all the tests are in. I'm probably not going to change drugs now I have this beast somewhat under control.

I think my brain is toast.  My memory and speach is really shot these  days.  It did come better for a while.  So I am undecided as to whether it's because I'm not as proactive with my puzzles and crosswords as I was or am now just a permanent ditz lol 

Hugs to all xoxoxoxo













  • kezmusc said:
    Howdy beautiful people.I haven't been on here for a bit and I've missed you guys.  The usual chaos of keeping my poor old farm from falling apart and planning for our yearly "still here" family holiday. There's just not enough hours in the day.

     I hope everyone is travelling ok on whatever part of the rollercoaster you're on and are coping with the train wreck that is 2020.

    Sooo...another follow up lot of scans just to be sure that the MRI is not seeing anymore strange things.  

     The doctor came in to tell me straight away that mmg and u/s were all good.  It's nice when she does that even though my confidence in those two machines is minimal and it's always the third one that throws a spanner in the works :)
    So Yay to the all clear from the MRI for the second time in 6 months.

    For those that know the story, the birthday cake people were ever so nice and professional. Actually they have been ever since I had words with the area manager. There's probably a red flag on my chart or something :wink: 

    The latest oncology check up brought with it another new doctor. Although I go to a private hospital, being a public patient there I tend to just see whoever is available these days.  I think this onc number 5 or 6, could be more.  Anyway it does give me the chance to ask all the same questions to multiple doctors and see if I get different answers. Mostly no difference but some slight variations of opinion.

    I'm off for a bone scan and hormone level bloods just to see how everything is going and off the drugs for a month so it doesn't throw out the blood test.  I've not taken a break for a while as it's really not making any difference these days which is kinda sad.
     I have a sneaky suspicion that this doc is going to want me to change me to letrozole when the last few doctors have said I should stay put on the Tamoxifen.  Anyhoo we'll see what she says after all the tests are in. I'm probably not going to change drugs now I have this beast somewhat under control.

    I think my brain is toast.  My memory and speach is really shot these  days.  It did come better for a while.  So I am undecided as to whether it's because I'm not as proactive with my puzzles and crosswords as I was or am now just a permanent ditz lol 

    Hugs to all xoxoxoxo














    Well that is awesome news congrats !!~!!  My brain is awful cannot remember things and forget what I was going to tell people, so embarrassing, I just say it chemo brain.

    After you finished radiation did they do a scan of any kind to see if all that you have been through has worked??

    So glad for you, hugs Cheryl xx
  • Good to hear the results are clear AND the scanxiety not so bad.  Go forward!
  • What a fabulous reversal of form! Usually when you have a scan a terrible scare ensues. What a relief for you. Go you good thing! Big hug, K xo 
  • Great news @kezmusc, it’s always wonderful to get clear scans 👌🏻😁. 
    As for the permanent ditz (😂) I've been feeling like that for a few years now, and only got diagnosed in February, plus no chemo, so really not sure what to blame it on 🤔. I was using baby brain til now, will shift blame on Letrozole 😆. 
    Hope you have a relaxing break ☺️.
    Mon Xx
  • Thankyou @Mazbeth.  Congratulations on finishing chemo!!! xoxo
  • Such good news @kezmusc! I joined here at the end of last year when I was diagnosed and what a train wreck 2020 has turned out to be. I always love your posts - you tell it like it is while still being positive. Thank you so much! I am now post chemo, BMX and getting back into work. Have a fantastic family holiday, time to celebrate!
  • @Arpie Yes, they do.  I think I am a bit numb now.  No scanxiety these days.  I guess that's one benefit of having so bloody many of them :) It's a good iidea to get them early and get out of that xmas holiday loop.
      There's not too many restrictions up here at the moment so I  we'll be fine for the holiday. Well. at this point anyway.  Who the heck knows the way this year has been. 
    Finers and toes crossed for your scans lovely.

    xoxoxo
  • Thats terrific @kezmusc.  Our annual checks hang over our head like a Damocles sword .... let alone all the ‘in between ones’ too!  

    My Year 3 MG and US are in a couple of weeks - in an effort to stave off the yearly Xmas Rush that I’ve experienced since Day 1!   Got a couple of scans this week too, to kick them off .... 

    take care, - will you be able to get away for your ‘break’?  I hope so!  Xx


  • Dear @kezmusc
    Great news about your all clear MRI  <3 <3
    My brain hasn't been the same since chemo, I thought that it was just chemo brain - when I couldn't remember the right words to say etc - which was never an issue prior to this. But since chemo has finished and other treatment continues, I am definitely more forgetful. I do word puzzles to try and help and write myself reminders xxx