why don't I feel that this is serious?

Hi Lynn,

 I was abit like you with my second bout of breast cancer last year.It was like here we go again.I went on auto pilot cos I knew I had to get through some pretty tough stuff.I think sometimes we hold it together while the crisis is on and then fall in a heap when it's over.I burst into a blubbering mess when I signed the chemo consent form.You never know what simple thing might trigger the waterworks.The numbness is normal but be prepared for emotions down the track.Best wishes  - Tonya