It all races ahead so quickly and when treatments are over you tend to stop and process it all.I guess stopping work has contributed to you feeling isolated.You won't feel lonely at this network- lots of ladies to chat with who know how you feel.Like you,I left work(a year after chemo) and had to carve out a new life so to speak.I moved house,joined an art group and started up a bc support group in my area.I think a support group really helps and you could check on this network if there is a registered group in your area.I know there is an Adelaide group.Check with your doctor but I found it better to"ease" into Tamoxifen by taking a quarter of a tab for a few days,then a half tab for a few days then the whole tablet.You can only try it and see how you go.Some women have no problems at all.Blog back if you need to chat about Tamoxifen or anything! Big hug, Tonya xx