Aaaaah my love, I'm so sorry to hear you are doing so tough, as you may have read I am also a nurse. A frigging cancer nurse for gods sake! I could give my own chemo! Anyway the girls here are fabulous and I love each and everyone of them (even though I've never met any of them!) we are sisters in arms and have a common thread that creates something like no other. Quite a group we are! I hope you have access to a breast care nurse and a local boobie support group. As nurses, mothers, wives, women we are used to giving. It's time now to learn how to take some support. That in itself can be tough.
Sending you positive boob vibes!!
Lots of love and strength
Danielle x