I'm sorry to hear about your breast cancer diagnosis but welcome to this network. It's a big shock at first and you are on a steep learning curve.Try not to think too far ahead cos it will do your head in. Get through your surgery first -that's the first biggy.Have you got button down the front pjs and a loose shirt to take to hospital?Keep extra busy until surgery day and ask the chemist for an over the counter sleeper if you can't sleep.I was an anxious,blubbering mess when I got the bad news.I've been through this crap journey twice(2003 and 2010) and I'm fine now.The "my journey" kit from BCNA is great as Michelle mentioned.You will also get lots of information and support on this network so keep blogging.Family and friends are great support but your pink sisters truly know what you are going through. Sending hugs,Tonya xx