Don't worry about the whinging, good to let off a bit of steam. Yep, I had a period too on my first chemo and it's still going after 14 days (another issue I was trying to deal with before diagnosis). Just had my second chemo yesterday which was not straight forward as the injection site was stinging and they had to change arms. There 6 hours in all. Felt totally exhausted by the end of it. I've booked in for the look good ,feel better seminar which I have heard very good things about. Lost most of my hair but the bloody hair on my legs are as thick and strong as ever, what the!!
You are not alone, there are many of us that feel like you do. We all show our feeling in different ways. I am upbeat to everyone but my husband and occasionally whinge to him. I still have four more treatments, then surgery, yet to find out if it genetic so will cross that bridge when I come to it, then radiation. My cancer is stage 3 and tumour was 5cm but seems like the chemo is shrinking it somewhat.
all the best to you. Keep writing on here. It is cathartic. So many can help you on here. They are all wonderful...????