Dear Karen
You are not having a whinge you are expressing and feeling the ordeal that you have been through in such a short space of time. You are amazing and strong! Three surgeries since April? Losing your breast and then coping with chemo and recovering from the surgeries all takes a huge toll. As bad as all of this feels, it will get better. I found talking to a woman from the cancer council really helpful. They matched me up with someone who had the same type of cancer and who is now healthy and happy years down the track. It is O.K to feel down sometimes, I had plenty of melt downs in the earlier stages after diagnosis and during chemo. It is tough and I am just amazed at the strength and resilience that women on this network display. Remember you are not alone, as the supportive posts of the great women here are showing you.
take care
Lisaxx