walking, talking sleep awake

I keep waking up in the wee small hours of the night and think - I should go and do something - my thoughts are pure...I think of all the noisy things to do such as vacuuming, or sewing - machine wise - etc so I don't do any of them.

However not doing anything just causes me to toss and turn. Today I woke up yet again at 6.00am and decided to stay up. Just sat in the loungeroom contemplating what to do. My body just seems so out of synch with my head right now. My dogs were licking me and making a racket as they thought I should take them for a walk - not happening yet. I can't manage one little terrier, much less the other cattle dog one on each hand at the same time!

Instead of having brekky to begin with, I waited around and got dressed and went for a 1km round trip walk to the post office and came back, had a decent brekky and then onto my emails. At 10.00am I absolutely Crashed. I couldn't see much in front of me and felt so light headed and fuzzy it wasn't funny. I woke up after 2.5 hours on the lounge feeling hungry all over again.

I have got to get out of this going from meal to meal thing. Still, except for this sudden crashing, am feeling okay with it all. So here goes tomorrow morning - may decide to do some dusting and cleaning up QUIETLY in the morning.

Have fun everyone