Very depressed

I'm so sorry you have had to find us as it means another woman with breast cancer. Did you have a single or double mastectomy, reconstruction or not? Now it's very early days into your recovery, the shock of the diagnosis, the fear of the future, the trauma of the surgery, the affects of anaesthetics and drugs, the pain, the tiredness, the care of 3 young children, a home, a husband.... Really kiddo, why would you not feel down. I did, and I did for the longest time, sometimes I wished I was dead, I felt so alone, sometimes I still do, my life changed beyond all recognition....... Then I found this site and these amazing women who helped me, got me, shared with me, gave me advice and educated me...... So I'm actually not sorry you found us, I'm happy,for you, I'm coming back and if I can do anything to help you come back to yours I will as will others here. If you would like to chat with me at anytime day or night, please call. Send me a personal message and I'll send you my email and contact numbers. In my thoughts, it's going to get better, just not immediately, but you can do it, you already have by getting treatment and like me your one of the lucky ones having found it early...big hug susan xx