UPDATE

Thanks hazel.  Wish they'd prepare us better for the tough haul.  I feel like I'm on a need to know basis, that they want to dribble me information  bit by bit. Wish they'd just tell me straight up the full story so I'm prepared and have time to research and find answers to all my questions. Btw finally after 10 months I got my diagnosis from the radiation oncologist. Invasive ductal carcinoma grade 3 with lymph node involvement and dcis.

So sick of treatment. Better do the job is all i can say. When or if this finally ends I am going to officially complain to hope that the oncology service wakes up to themselves and are answerable to someone who can improve the system to better serve the patient.