Trying to remember the whole one step at a time mantra

FFS absolutely. Are you a one thing at a time person or all in one? I'd be very tempted to organise both the scans for the same week so as to get scanxiety over and done with in one time frame.

Well done for trying to stay positive, but good on you for having a good cry and rage against the universe. I admire your poise and equanimity in the face of another setback. And thank goodness it's not cancer. K xox