Hi Deb
You are sharing my thoughts and feelings, I too was told clear margins and 0/14 nodes, had the mastectomy did the chemo they said don't worry about the radiation and changed my lifestyle too. My oncologist once said to me after a crying episode what are you worrying for we got yours early and here I am 2 years after chemo finished with lung mets. I too want to scream but I have to believe that we will live long enough until they find our cure, otherwise we might aswell give up now and I know I'm not prepared to do that and that my family and friends wouldn't allow it and I'm sure that's the same for you and your family and friends. We will get jump up and down and clap xxs Cath