Hi Tonya, Thank you for your words of encouragement and advice about telling everyone after Thursday. I have decided to do just that. I woke this morning feeling a little better and am not going to rob myself of today worrying about the worst scenario, which may not even occur. I am going to enjoy cleaning my house and making it look nice and then this afteroon I am going to continue reading a book,given to me by my son for Christmas - Elianne by Judy Nunn. So far it is a really good story.
Reading your post this morning was a lovely positive start my day.
Big hugs
Joy xx