Hi Tanya
You are the second person today who I have come across that feels the same way about the port as I do! Certainly makes you feel a bit more normal knowing you're not the only one. My brother came up with a very interesting theory about it all today. He said we all push down the feelings of fear in relations to life expectancy, reoccurrence etc that's it's hardly surprising that we develop an irrational fear of something which most people would think is fairly insignificant. In the scheme of things. I guess we all just do what we have to to get through