Totally lost it

Thanks people for well wishes!  Sadly the crying is taking over now and I can't seem to stop!  I was foisted out of hospital the next day, despite all those tears, and they haven't stopped since.  I hate this drain, don't understand how to read it and keep getting tangled in it.  The site is sore and itchy and falling apart - breast nurse managed to get an earlier appointment for me than the 9th Nov they'd given me, so will get it checked this Thursday.  Would be a basket case if it wasn't for support from hubby and family - particularly one daughter who has down to earth advice (and lots of tissues).  Can't bear to think what's ahead - I must be a real sook!  Hats off to all these ladies who are coping so well!