Tomorrow

Oh dear, no email access and broken mobile... geeezzzz i woulda gone nuts lol. does the gawler foundation cost anything? 

Yeah would love the ladies email address. how old is she? and is she from Melbourne too? 

yeah im feeling a little bit eeeekkkkk at the moment lol. Always surrounded by these gorgeous, strong women going thru chemo etc, and sometimes i just feel a bit guilty for not going thru those treatments and sometimes i feel people dont understand that i had cancer too, i just found it really early... sometimes i feel this way, most of the time ive met amazing ladies who do understand and know its a huge thing to have a mastectomy at 28 and still have terrible side effects without the harsher treatments. sometimes i also feel that i should be better by now, and is everything im feeling normal or is something wrong with me???? 

im still very scared that the cancer did spread and will go undetected. i dont always have faith it the testing system as all my tests came back clear at the start prior to lumpectomy. then bam oh crap we were wrong u have cancer.... so im a little bit untrusting the system.... :( but thats my wringe for the day, off to the doctors today, to get some test results so wish me luck. 

my mobile no. 0420843891 text away!!!! 

how is eveyrthing with u going? i have been hearing a bit from Jo, I ask her about u regulary. 

also if your on Facebook feel free to add me Merylee Punchard (punchard2010@hotmail.com) <---- that also goes out to anyone else on here i chat too... 

Merylee