Tired

So after last weeks shenanigans, I had a quiet weekend in the garden, pottering around. Have to say it's been good for the soul. I'm feeling very tired at the moment but it's spaced out with burst of frantic energy, cos even though I'm tired I can't relax enough to snooze. Tuesday I have the heart scan, then Thursday I have the whole body scan and ct scan as well as getting insertions of clips to breast lesions ( really looking forward to that.....NOT!) I'm at the stage now that as soon as I see someone in a white coat approaching I automatically whack my boobs out for display....which is a bit of a problem when it's the meat counter in Woolies! I mean it's a bit like childbirth by the end you could have a marching band going through the labour room and you really are just past caring that your legs are in the air and your ladybits are on display! I've now got the Playboy pose down to a tee, shoulders back boob out, right arm above your head! One thing that makes it all worthwhile is that a lot of my friends have now gone and had mammograms, knowing what I'm going through will hopefully not be have to be faced by my friends is definitely a good thought!