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Hi Rowdy, I'm so very sorry to hear about your Dad. Let's take the cancer out of the equation for a moment. You're grieving and in shock at the passing of your Dad. Is it any wonder you are feeling so low and are now unwell. This is a huge shock to your system. Be kind to yourself. 

As far as having had more than your fair share, well unfortunately that's how life seems to go. I'm sure you will know others who seem to get more than their share of hurt and trauma. I don't understand why this is,  it's not fair but you will get through this. Sometimes it's hard not to feel as though you are being kicked whilst you are down by the universe.  There's no doubt that this is going to be a difficult time for you and as I say, you need to be kind to yourself. Allow yourself to feel the emotions and let them out, even if it is just by writing blogs here.  

Take care. Karen xox