This is only the start

Just want to let you know you will get throught this.It may seem so untrue now but you will.Take your time listen to your body.When you are tired rest,you will let the little things go.When someone said that to me I throught they were silly and didn't know me well.I can do so many things a once,and I aways have a clean and tidy house.I was always in control.

Then the chemo started and my body didn't like it.Then I found out there is a way of life where you are no longer in control and you just have to go with it.It's hard but this is the time in your life where you have to think of yourself.

I have made it throught 14 months of ops and treament and can see the light at the end.All I can say is just take it one step at a time.And tell family and friends when you need help and when you need a cry.I hope I have helped a little.I have not posted before.Have a greatt day smell the flowers.