Hi Carol,
While it's not good you have had to join us here, It IS a good place to be. Plenty of moral support, shared experiences and a "safe" place to have a whine without judgement!
I was diagnosed Christmas Eve! and a blink of an eye saw January disappear in a flurry of tests, surgery,scans and consults...The worst part I think is the waiting...waiting for results, surgery and appointments
Can't give you advice on how you should be feeling, we are all different and handle things in our own way, but if you don't feel like having visitors, say so.....if you want to scream,, scream, if you want to cry, cry.
I think your brain automatically places you in a fog, so you can cope with all of the emotions and the information you are trying to make sense of.
Write everything down, ask lots of questions, then ask some more. Log in regularly and know, although we don't know each other personally, we are united in the march to stamp out BC and we are here to support each other.
Good Luck with the rest of your treatment.
Love and light for easy recovery and beautiful days..
-Tracy Xx
stay strong|breathe|believe