The void between chemo and radiation ... why do I feel so blah?

@viking1, I'm hearing you on lack of family support. This shit is hard to get through. Having anxiety and depression prior to all this bullshit can make it seem tougher, I suffer with it too. Just tonight I had a good sob in my room as I just feel spent of everything. I feel the black cloud looming over me and so badly miss my mum too. Congratulations on finished chemo. I hope you find radiation much easier. I'm thinking of you. <3
Lisa xo