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viking1
8 years agoMember
The void between chemo and radiation ... why do I feel so blah?
I was really thrilled to finish chemo and feeling upbeat. I've been referred to a different radiation oncology place and am having my appointment this afternoon. I already did my CT planning and tatt...
SoldierCrab
8 years agoMember
@viking1
Girl, I hit the wall after chemo and then had rads to do.... when I finished rads I retreated into myself..... it took me time to process the whole roller coaster ride I had been put on without asking for it. I see a psychologist and she has been helping me process the whole thing... I took time away from the online forum as I was no use to anyone as I couldn't even explain how i was feeling myself. my numbing and coping was jigsaw puzzles.... it will get better i promise.
be gentle on yourself.
we often need time to heal both emotionally and physically from the onslaught of treatments.
come and rant here anytime we get it and remember you are breathing so it is one step in front of the other....
hugs
Soldier crab
Girl, I hit the wall after chemo and then had rads to do.... when I finished rads I retreated into myself..... it took me time to process the whole roller coaster ride I had been put on without asking for it. I see a psychologist and she has been helping me process the whole thing... I took time away from the online forum as I was no use to anyone as I couldn't even explain how i was feeling myself. my numbing and coping was jigsaw puzzles.... it will get better i promise.
be gentle on yourself.
we often need time to heal both emotionally and physically from the onslaught of treatments.
come and rant here anytime we get it and remember you are breathing so it is one step in front of the other....
hugs
Soldier crab