The next step in my journey

Hi Donna.

I was only down on the Saturday, by Sunday I was my usual bouncy self. I went to Work on Monday but was stood down after 6 hours as I couldn't do 'light duties' as it was not a work related injury.

I was a little mad, to say the least and told my boss in no uncertain terms that she was doing my mental health no good whatsoever. She was relegating me to sit and home and ponder the impending resukts.

Once I had vented and gone home, I enjoyed the time off. Results were pending and nothing I could do about it so 'Why worry'?

When I did see the Specialist on Thursday, the margins down the bottom and sides weren't sufficient, so I went back into surgery yesterday and had a little trim off the sides. the Prof went back in through the scar line (just around the nipple) so it looks good, Shame there is no-one currently to look at it. haha.

I now have another 9 days to wait to see that these margins are ok. Everything is still only in the ducts with no invasion (of the body snatchers) I am very lucky and thankful.

 I have plans to do some cooking and maybe catch another movie. My neighbour and good friend is having some skin cancers removed from her legs on Wed so I shall be checking she is alright.

I  don't mind my own company. I look out at the river and that has an instant calming effect on me. I treated myself to an amplifier and sound system from the Boxing day sales so crank up the volume. I also have plenty of DVD's

After the initial shock I am ok. go out wearing bright colours laugh and sing. Life is too short to be miserable.

So I shall go out and be happy.

Love

Mary.xxx