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The last illusion of control dissolves
My life travels are always imposed on. From ex-fiances to university bureaucracy, years of my life have been wasted by other people. Being about others has left me a 31 year old with no degree, asset...
Thank you Georgina,
What happens tomorrow will happen tomorrow, I'm not worried about or overwhelmed by it. I made a schedule on day three after diagnosis (Jan 30) and don't look past the month of bookings. I'm less worried about the wills than the won'ts.
I need something to do to feel like a functional human being. The book-making is nice as a project but it's just that - exactly as you say, frustration, of wasted potential.
Wow, so many procedures in one go. Gosh you'll be healing for a while, but I suppose you know what to expect this time around at least (Anesthesia completely scared me as I went under, I thought I was dying! I kid you not, I went down yelling "Take it out!" hahaha! So silly now that I'm looking back). I hope everything rolls smoothly and as stress free as possible. *hug*