The Journey

 I beleieve things happen for a reason , I have had my unit on the market for over a year  as we wanted to move to the country and have a better life style. Maybe I was not meant to sell so I would be close to treatmeant ?.  It sounds like you are in the right place for you at this time to be around such lovely people. I am not religious either but spiritual and have been seeing someone to help me cope better and try and not be so fearful , with meditaion and the spiritual help , it has really helped me to be calmer and when I get scared I play the tape she made me it really helps. I  am really into angels before I went into hospital I went into a shop and there was this beautiful angel statue , I know this sounds silly but I was drawn to it , I can not explain it but every time I looked at it I had this overwhelming inner peace I can not explain it, It was like it was saying you are going to be okay. Yes I bought it . Since I was told on the the 10th March that I had cancer things have moved so fast at times it seems so serial. I have days  I feel I am loosing it and other days I feel strong. I have joined a support group in my area , and my first meeting is this Wednesday , I am still very sore and so tired from my operation , but I am not going to miss my first meeting . We are so lucky to have so many amazing women to help us with our journey. They are my angels. If you want I can send you a copy of my tape I had made from my session , it helps me to calm down  and I am really the biggest wos.   Take care big hugs Debbie xxxxxxxxxxxxxx