JJoy
15 years agoMember
The Journey
No wonder they call it a journey - It can be a real bumpy road. The past couple of months I have felt like I am in some kind of crazy bad dream. I have had the 'lumpectomy' then the partial mastecto...
I totally agree with finding someone other than the medical profession to talk to. Joining this site has been a start, but I am considering joining one of the groups aswell and perhaps talk to a councellor. I am not overly religious but more spiritual and have been trying to reconnect with my angels the last few days! Anything that gives me some peace and takes my mind away from all those niggly fears that are constantly in my head. I am trying so hard to be positive, but with my tumour being so large and aggressive i am really fearful of 'what next". At least it has ben removed and the chemo which I will start soon will hopefully kill the remaining cells in my breast as well as any other nasties in my body.
Stay strong my friend, we are all in this together x