joleeh5
14 years agoMember
Teary
Afternoon everyone,
I started the day quite cheery thinking that I am coming up to my one year anniversary and that I was going to celebrate. I am a survivor.
But as I am typing now am feeling ve...
awwwwwww thanks Dot. I watched a documentary on Foxtel called "about her" feauturing the stories of 9 women with breast cancer and cried my eyes out. I know the feeling when I was first diagnosed I thought the same please let me have at least until my girls are grown up and out of school and independant. Hopefully we will live to see our Grandchildren and be there for our revenge on our kids hahaha.
I really wanted to take a leaf out of your book and celebrate but when I started to think about going through the mammogram and ultrasound again it brought up all the annxiety,fear and sheer terror of it coming back. Today is one year since I was diagnosed and so far so good am feeling positive and happy. I might just have a little get together.
cheers jo xoxox