thanx so much girls...feeling much better today. Think it all hit me for six and got on top of me yesterday. Seems so unfair that a gorgeous little boy has to deal with stage 4 cancer. At least I had 40 good years b4 i was diagnosed, found love, had children, enjoyed a career (several over that time), made good friends.
We live in a fairly small rural community and many of us are so close and of course our children all school together. I told my boys this morning about their little mate. Lewis couldn't look at me-he understands way more than a 7 year old should, so he knows what Bailey is in for (chemo etc) and Max just goes with the flow-didn't say anything, but i am sure he is digesting it in his own little brain.
There is so much sadness in our community at the moment, but today is a new day and i have a renewed energy, may even get more done!
Hope you all are going well..and thanx again for allowing me to vent my emotions, it's great to have a site in which i can safely do that
Sam xxx