Tears in the Dark.
Last night, My Wonder Woman Shield got laid down. I took the suit of Armour I have been wearing since the day I found out I had Breast Cancer in February and I smashed down the wall I had built around...
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@LoisLois most of the time, we have choices. Do it, or don't. Keep on track or run away.
When our energy is at its lowest, making those decisions is absolutely fucking exhausting. Previous resolve evaporates.
There is all sorts of technical shit about the physical and emotional impacts of reaching milestones in your diagnosis and treatment. Blah. It doesn't matter,in the dark hours, that others have passed those guideposts too.
My personal recommendation for stress relief is screaming in the car. Preferably on a country road with the window down. Like a demented cancer siren, Doppler effecting past unexplored laneways. Hang in there chick. Mxx
When our energy is at its lowest, making those decisions is absolutely fucking exhausting. Previous resolve evaporates.
There is all sorts of technical shit about the physical and emotional impacts of reaching milestones in your diagnosis and treatment. Blah. It doesn't matter,in the dark hours, that others have passed those guideposts too.
My personal recommendation for stress relief is screaming in the car. Preferably on a country road with the window down. Like a demented cancer siren, Doppler effecting past unexplored laneways. Hang in there chick. Mxx