I'm hearing you. What a bugger. totally understand what you are going through.
In 2012 I was diagnosed with DCIS (in over 50% of my milk ducts) in my left boob. opted for mastectomy, 3 lymph nodes removed and reconstruction over lumpectomy and radiation therapy. Told first option would alleviate any chance of getting cancer in that breast ever again. In March this year I felt 2 hard large lumps in my left breast which turned out to be invasive stage 2 cancer and it was in the lymph nodes as well plus more DCIS. I can tell you I was beside myself. How the frick did this happen I was asking everyone. Could not stop crying for ages plus totally angry as I felt betrayed by everyone involved including my own body and husband. I have always be fit and healthy. Since my first diagnosis started taking Turmeric, drinking alkaline water and juicing (went out and bought a cold pressed juicer)
This time I've had an operation to remove the cancer and 7 lymph nodes, Finished chemo last month, as I type I am sitting in hospital as I just had surgery for the second time this morning to remove more of the area where the cancer was and next month I look forward to 5/5 weeks of radiation therapy.
Feel angry, upset and totally P***** off, you deserve that right to be those things. Need someone to talk to, I'm here to listen.
All the best, stay strong and look after yourself.
