Melhay.....Sorry to hear of a second diagnosis :(
Your reaction is what I'd expect to be normal, like you said, you beat it the first time, so how dare it show it's face again!
Allow yourself to be angry....to cry....scream ....just like the first time....but please make sure you don't slide down that cliff face into the abyss and not resurface.....seek help if it gets to dark! Surround yourself with those who will love and support you....draw strength from their love and support.....Youve got this! you did it once and you CAN do it again!
Remember we are here too!
Xx
