Survived the return to work

Hi Renata,

I am to finish my last chemo tomorrow, & I think that thought of what if it comes back lingers in all of our minds at the most inopportune moment & in the dark of night as well..I know I think oh shit I have bc what if....and then I move on to the next drama in my life which is always 1 of my 6 kids but then when I'm on my own it sneaks back in.....to be honest nobody knows when there time is going to be up so when you think about it, it is using alot of your own personal time worring about something which may or may not  happen, which in turn wastes you own precious time.....try to think the best & if your not think what you are thinking and put it in a box on the bench for another time when you wish to think upon it.  I can recommend a book which gave me peace of mind & hopefullness & I hope you get it & read it because it is the most awesome book I've ever read & I can honestly say I have read 100's of book mostly non fictional & a few fictional to lose myself at times....he it is " the author is Lisa Williams" & it's called "Survival of the soul"!  whether you believe in it or not is up to you but coming from a very strong line of gyspy mediums on my mothers side which all my 6 kids have also inherited is amazing.....read it & I promise you, you will look at things from a different perspective..  I hope I have been of some help.

Brightest Blessings to you and yours,  Susan  xxxx