I remember your other post,where you said you could see everyone feels the same.Try to look past this,and read the posts from the women that mostly say," it wasn't as bad as I thought". :) Our anxiety levels are through the roof before a mastectomy,but I'm guessing that this time next week you will be here reassuring other ladies with the same journey ahead that it's not too bad.Keep yourself busy,as allowing yourself to think about it too much,definitely makes it worse.Take care and please stay in touch.xoxRobyn