I am sure that I would be feeling just like you,if I had just been given all that information.However,you are woman and you are strong! One day at a time,and step by step! You can get through this,and I am thinking that maybe the anti depressants are not helping the way that you are coping emotionally.I am no expert,that's for sure,but I do strongly believe that we have to yell,scream,swear,cry,get cranky,fall in a heap,get up again,and keep moving forward....feeling like a zombie is not helping you at all,as all the emotions are bottled up.As for being flat chested,who cares? I am flat chested AND lopsided,and I couldn't care less.Flat and free!!Dont stop now Sarah,as you are half way through chemo,and everyone who has done radiation will tell you that it is a lot easier than chemo.Stay on this network Sarah,and let us help you with all your feelings that are so hard for you to deal with.I am sure that lots of other ladies will be on here soon to reassure you also.Take care and remember,day by day!! Love and cyber hugs...xox Robyn
