@onemargie To be honest, I try not to think about it - hence the vitamin name - it takes all my strength to walk through the door into the room every Wedensday.
I still am in shock with my diagnosis, I wasn't feeling unwell - still not feeling unwell apart from the mental mind drain and sever lack of energy. The affects of the vitamins have meant I have slowed down - surfing is hard on my chest and the energy I had a month ago is now gone - no more three hour paddles - I am trying to accept my new normal of not being able to surf or paddle for as long as I used to.
I have 5 more treatments left till my next scan - as it has metastasized into my liver and lymph nodes in my neck, so praying it will do something so they can suggest the next course of action :)
