Super Hero Strength
Day 6 - after round three
Pitter patter, pitter patter,
Listen to the rain!
Pitter patter, pitter patter,
On the window pane.
Dropping, dropping, dropping, dropping,
Dropping on the ground.
Dripping, dripping, dripping, dripping,
Listen to the sound!
....I used to grumble at the sound of rain. It's natures inconvenience...designed to mess up your day....Well, how things have changed..
I lay listening to the rain, the cars in the street behind echoed their splashy, splashy journey through my open window...the earth smells pure when it rains, it's being cleansed, cleansed of all the dust and debris of days past....I imagined the rain washing over me....at first it was cold, but then it was warm and soothing....washing through my mind and through my body, clearing away the rubbish that has built up over the last few months....breathe iiiin....breathe ouut.....my meditation had begun.
After awhile I got up, not exactly refreshed, but better than yesterday....my whole body is aching...I'm sick of sitting, sick of laying..sick of sick!. I want to cancel the whole thing thank you!
But I must get moving from now.....a few laps of the house was in order. Rusty following me from room to room, wondering what on earth I was doing!
Not much nausea today, so I'll skip the anti nausea meds, see how that goes.....Did some arm exercises and some gentle stretching too. Funny how a bit of movement brings on the shakes.
At least my mind is quieter today...it's usually filled with chatter of some kind (I know that sound's weird)...I think it's because I'm starting to emerge from the chemical fog of chemo....it should get better from here....
Although I have quite thoughts, I am however always thinking of others ...especially my younger family members and friends children...any crisis, in any family effects everyone that person knows..Children change a lot faster than adults do and that makes them resilient, but it also makes them vulnerable...they see and hear things they don't often understand..
I am a big believer in receiving others "energy". We have the capacity to store it, repel it and use it....I believe the prayers, love, light and positive thoughts of others IS helping me through this...
So to all of my family, friends with children who may be wondering 'what can I do?' or are a little frightened of what they hear or see when they look at me...
I want you to do this..... get your biggest sword....your most powerful laser....your strongest buddies...call on your bestest superpowers and WISH them to me, not only me, but to everyone who may be sick and struggling....I will save that power and use that strength you have sent me when I am tired......together we will fight the "baddies" as hard as we can...TOGETHER we are STRONG!
Xx