Thank you so much for your comments. I was reading this on my phone whilst waiting to see the surgeon and it gave me a wonderful feeling to know you were thinking of me. The surgeon was a wonderful man, (unlike the surgeon I saw earlier in the week) and gave me my options and explained everything in detail. He then referred me to his breast care nurse and she took me under her wing and the puzzle slowly started to come together. The surgery date is nex thursday! I cant believe it is happening so soon and now it feels as if I am in control again.