Hi Roslyn, Thanks for the tip about PJUR- I'll be sure to look it up! Glad to see you are cracking yourself up- sometimes you just gotta laugh at the situation or otherwise we'd just be cry babies! I hope your 3rd attempt is a little more successful. It's important to listen to your body. I think mine is screaming out to me to stop putting these artifical chemicals in my body. I've struggled weighing up what the doctors and pharmaceutical companies recommend and what I feel is right for me in my heart. Nobody should have to resort to taking panadol before 'cuddles'- that's not quality of life, is it? Anyway 91 days left for me of having to swallow the little white pill. All the best with the rest of your journey!