NJM, you've had a rough few weeks and there are many here who will know that feeling of "Everything? Everything has to go wrong at once?" Being sore stressed and unable to sleep can be very debilitating, hang in there.
I started chemo (again) on Wednesday and feel like shit, but that will pass. A bit of retail therapy helped---lovely soft washable cotton blankets which have turned my bed into a haven that I can keep clean and dry. Bought on sale, of course.
Sometimes small things can tip the scales either way, I hope something happens today that brings a smile to your dial. Marg.