You have already helped me greatly since I joined the site. I didn't see myself as a support group type of person but BC changes everything doesn't it - physically and especially emotionally. Of course I need support and advice, I'll lose my way without it! My family and friends have been absolutely awesome but sometimes you still feel very alone. Recovering ok from surgery couple of weeks ago and I start my chemo on December 1st, 16 treatments over 6 months and then 6 weeks of radiotherapy and I'm scared but trying to be strong not only for myself but everyone around me - when I crumble so do they. We are all on the verge most of the time I think and prop each other up as best we can. I hope I can be as positive as you during and beyond treatment, you certainly give me prospect of a light at the end of this very long tunnel I'm travelling. Xx