Starting chemo tommorrow

Dear @Kelhart, two nights before starting chemo I had a full on panic attack. Crying, hyper-ventilating, the full monty. Like @Zoffiel said, you walk through those doors when every fibre of your being is saying run away. But our higher brain makes us do it because we know it's for the best. The first is the worst because it's unknown, and so the anxiety subsides a lot after that.

So no, as far as I'm concerned you're completely normal!

Big hug lovely, K xox