Hi Maryrose,
Thanks you are absolutely right positive thinking has got me this far and I will just keep fighting and believe even more I am better than bc and I have a long healthy happy life ahead of me that's what I love about this site whenever you feel scared or anything everyone is always there to boost you up again and my cousin will be landing soon I am so excited to see her after 9 years wow it's going to be amazing and my daughter is so excited and she can't wait to see her she was 1 last time they saw each other so it's sort of like the first time sending you a cuddle and a smile and lots of positive vibes.
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