Robyn is exactly right. You will feel better when you know. These first few weeks are the hardest but as you get over each hurdle you gain strength that will help you with the next one.
I hope you have someone with you to be a second pair of ears because you will be given important info about the next part of treatment. My oncologist wrote everything down and I referred to that piece of paper many times. You just don't take everything in at this point.
You can do this. Let us know how you go. xxxxoooo Deanne