Hi Dette
Great big hugs from me....I know exactly what you are going through and really do feel for you.
After my first FEC I thought, If only I could be like Dette, but nausea and weakness kicked in early and then I had a fall and broke my foot!!! what a bugger, as now I can't even go for walks. Second treatment same resault as first but now with infection in arm from injection for neuto whatever so not a happy camper. Tears just roll from my eyes willy nilly. Living on my own now with partner coming on weekends and wonderful sister dropping in from time to time. Feel sorry for myself and then imagine those in worse shape. Thinking like you, must see counsellor.
Have 2rd FEC coming up on Thursday and am truly dreading it and cry when I think about it. Not good shape to be in so will try hard to pull myself together before then!
I know you are such a strong lady, so hang in there, we are all thinking of you.
love and biggest hugs xlouisex