Hi Tracey-Lee, thanks for your post and poem. I am off for a Right breast masectomy on Tuesday and am very, very scared. I am only 47 and so not ready to loose my boob. I have just finished 5 months of chemo and that was nowhere near as frightening as the thought of this. I know the reality of it all is going to be tough and I really don't know if I am ready for it.
I was secretly hoping that the chemo would mean that I did not have to have a masectomy, but because of the amount of tumors and the triple neg thing it has been deemed that my prognosis would be better. I accept this and made the decision to go for the chop - but that does not mean that I am ready for it.
Hearing your thoughts has helped my by knowing what I might feel next week will probably be the same. I am trying not to think about that part but it does consume your every thought.
On a positive note I do have a professional shoot booked for tomorrow to help me say goodbye to my body. Thanks Heaps Sue