Hi Monica, thanks for your kind words. Yes wouldn't it be an absolute miracle if the lung spots were an inflammatory disease that apparently can be treated with a course of anitbiotics!...I'd have to be the luckiest woman alive if that was the diagnosis....but i 've been told that this would be EXTREMELY unlikely (almost impossible) and to hold no hope that this is the case. You are so right, the positive energy is much more constructive than the negative...unfortunately it just takes time to work through the mountain of emotions felt in this horrible journey..to get to a point where you can see more clearly and think a bit straighter!
Thanks for your belief in my ability to get through this, Celeste xx