So scared

Hi Jodie Please, please go and get something to calm your nerves. You don't need to be so terrified - this is not a death sentence. You have such severe anxiety you are unable to think rationally. This will pass once your treatment has started and you feel like you are a little more in control. I am crying for you and I really wish for these dark feelings to pass soon but you may need some help to accomplish that. I ended up speaking to someone at the cancer council who was so amazing and who really listened to my fears and helped me to see that this was tough but that there was light. Sending love and hugs, Xxx Jeanine